I’m going to write a bag write now, or I will be miserable tomorrow morning.

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Well.. I might be miserable tomorrow morning anyway. I’m having drink in name of her birthday. I’m on my 3rd on sadly an empty stomach… I haven’t really been all that hungry today. Has something to do with my mood. OH WELL, let the drunk blogging begin!

winningsThis is a picture of the first time I won something at the Mirage. I don’t actually plan on doing anything with it. I may even frame it. All I know is I won 6.50$ by putting a dollar into the poker machine and asking it to start.

That’s a pretty amazing feat that modern man is capable of. I’m a bit saddened that everyone told me to steer clear of an actual poker table. but I guess, I wouldn’t have this cool little print out of 6.50 regardless.

On the TL;DL podcast episode “30th Anniversary Special” I talked more about the Vegas trip but only at the beginning. more or less the stuff that you’ve already read on the blog.

Here’s an adorable video of a little girl singing to Pearl Jam:

IT’S SO ADORABLE! KIDS ARE SO CUTE! I would write children’s books for my kids ALL THE TIME. and… play awesome music for them just as much!

Can we all agree, that the whole Google Glass thing is actually pretty fucking dumb? I don’t mean that to be mean. But there’s a point where technology tries to hard to get ahead of itself. Especially with the most shallow things possible. It’s bad enough that they put cameras on everything But now I can take a picture and post it to Facebook with voice commands and over-obvious winks. It’s making me starting to become my father even faster.

I break shades easy enough as it is, 1,600$ of douche-baggery is not something I’m going to want on my christmas list.

GladOSThis is a picture of the most reblogged thing that I’ve done on Funkchop apparently. But I like it for completely different reasons that other people might.

Halftone patterns were a common occurrence in the days of black and white print. The spacing and location of the dots, where the thing that added to the detail (considering it’s monochrome nature) and still kept it Print friendly.

I think it may have something do with the bleeding of the ink. Which to be honest, is something that makes Dot Matrix printers so great being that is their specialty. But I may be talking out of my ass, drinking and all.

The oldest water found on Earth is 2.6 billion years old. A bit of a bold statement, but hey! Anything for science!

You know what, I really like indian food. I think it’s delicious. the texture, the sauce, the ingredients they use. How come I’m not eating indian food all the time? Also, I thank Bron for introducing me to vegetarianism, Because I actually eat vegetables a lot more than I used to. Thanks love.

real talk, she spends too much time thinking. what worries me is that she spends most of her time thinking negatively. She make think she’s doing something good for someone she cares about, but given my nature, all she’s doing is damaging. How much damage do you feel happy about giving someone before it’s too late? I keep my spirits up the best I can, but it’s times like this where I’d much feel I was better off dead.

I don’t want to think of her as a coward. She’s a much better person than she makes herself out to be, I just wish she would see that. I wish she would see me for the great qualities instead of zeroing in on problems she creates for herself, that forces me to fix them, with her building up walls. But I always believe in her.

I don’t need this. I need her.

At least, I wish all these stupid mistkaes I keep making actually helped. she broke me it’s obvious. I feel like she’s more afraid of everything that we did than she is proud. So I’m just going to keep trying to fix everything, get my life back.

This put me into a little bit better of spirits, which apparently doesn’t really take very much. It took me all day to edit and upload a fucking podcast of all things because of how dumpy I’ve been. But now to be honest, I don’t really feel like going to bed.

Drink kind of keeps me awake… But at least it stops me from thinking. Whelp, before I go here’s some insight to what even I feel from time to time.

Votes count, in the wrong direction.

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In my head I immaturely played with two different headlines. “Dix everywhere, as new Premier gets elected” or “Clark eats Dix in majority upset.” I’m a child at heart, but I also just really blame the people with last names that make the Puns easy. Even if the puns are incredibly juvenile.

In all seriousness though, I’ve been a liberal supporter for the majority of my life. I think Trudeau has a good lead against Harper, (by name alone) but with this provincial election at it’s end, I can only hope he can take that ‘lead’ and be a good leader.

I was only hoping that we could do it without the ‘BC liberals’. Or perhaps I should double quote that. There’s an uneasy-ness I get with Christy Clark, aside from her distaste for the big part of what helps BC be BC. I can’t pinpoint it because I don’t know her and I don’t care to know her. I just never had a reason to trust her.

I may get a lot of my jabber wrong on the topic of her as well. I’m not being paid to pay attention to politics, and I like American Politics a little more, but I notice what I can.

I did start paying attention with her apathy towards the BC film industry. Countless people all across the province asking her to stop being a jerk, with a reply saying “Nah, that’s ok. I’ll continue to be one.” A lot of it seemed like high horse banter, political style bullshitting infront of me, and more attacks to the NDP than I can remember the other way around.

But what I’m paying attention to is that I’m being conditioned by my own will to dislike this person. I don’t care what she has to say, because she already doesn’t care about what I do, so all I want is for her to leave.

It’s kind of like a mother that really doesn’t care about her children, just continues to feed them because it’s only a matter of time before they leave the house anyway.

For the most part, the BC Liberals don’t feel like the Liberals that I would support. She gives me just as much discomfort as the rest of canada has for Harper. But the more we try and voice our opinion for wanting Clark out, there’s enough negative reinforcement to keep her in. What could it be? Are we just voting for the sake of Liberals in a more “Federal” aspect? Is Dix just a Dick? Conservatives don’t even have a seat over here.

I see what happened tonight, and I look at it as nothing more than the same shit that I find myself going through. There’s stuff in the way from getting what you want, and there’s enough outside force to keeping your goal away from you. No matter how hard you try and fight, you just haven’t received the outcome you want. Do you give up? or do you keep going without a majority on your side, and the uphill battle may only get steeper.

There will always be issues that need to be adressed, you’ve campaigned enough for it already, so why stop now? be the change you want to see.

Something to think about I guess.

Huh

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I guess it’s good to catch myself this morning and delete the drunken driveness towards people.

So get rid of it before it becomes something it isn’t. I did drink a lot and dance a lot near the end. It took standing on a chair shaking to YMCA.

Today we went to the hoover dam and pinball hall of fame. That was a good time, just because it was the least VEGAS day out of all of them.

A good day for a recharge.

Being with family has been just as much a reminder of what I have to pursue. But we are poking and prodding each other for reasons she seems to be too afraid to admit. That really bums me out.