There always seems to be something pushing me towards you wether I like it or not. But what the hell am I supposed to do about it.
I mean, you’re great. you’re wonderful. amazingly talented. When you left, you took the largest chunk of me with you, and I don’t know how to get it back. Because it’s attached to you… and it always will be.
I wish you would never forget who you are. you may think that you’re friends are drifting away from you but it’s been the opposite. I know guys like joe. I know he’s bad for you, and he’s done a good enough job fucking around with both of us I guess.
People make mistakes so they can learn lessons. I’ve made plenty and wondered if I’ve ever learned from any of them. The only thing I’ve learned is with you is where I want to be. Sometimes I’d like to think there are other answers/people. But the more I grow and the more things I do, the only one I want to share it with is you.
I should never have to feel afraid to tell you how great you are. And I should never have to be afraid to be honest with you,and that is the only thing I’m ever guilty of. What joe seems to be doing is a hell of a lot worse, and means he has not respect for you.